chiari angel

chiari angel

Monday, December 23, 2013

Dear Ryan

My dear precious boy,You are loved and missed so much. Not one moment goes by that I am not thinking of you. Just as when you were here with me. The morning you left us I was by your side holding your hand. Your sister was there too. Did you hear our voices speaking to you? I could tell your pain had left you and you were in a peaceful place. When you asked me the night before if I would be okay I couldn't understand why you asked that question. Did you know you were slipping away from me? I am trying to be okay and I promise you I will keep fighting for you and for your story to be told.Ryan,you were an amazing young man and I am proud to call you my son. Hailey is getting so big. Yesterday she was sitting on my lap looking at pictures on my phone. When we came to your picture she looked at it and pointed. I said 'that's Uncle Ryan' and she smiled so big!Hunter and Grayson miss you too. Hunter is wearing your favorite shirt! It's a little big on him but he wears it constantly and I believe it gives him comfort. Please watch over us from where you are and wait for me. We will be together again someday soon. All my love ,Mom

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